Monthly Archives: April 2013

liar

You could be filthy,

ravaged,

desolate

but lets not pretend ever in despair

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how long are you going to keep suffocating yourself?

let run your inspired mind

gasping for diseased streets

infected from a heart full of heat

this is just for you

waiting on inspiration

you think you are empty?

you have unsung holes

and false heroes

your hope has not run dry

your belief has not been crushed

you are alive

that sword across your chest can only dig deeper if you push it

is that the answer you seek?


letter

I had the chance to drown in your knowledge

I pulled away for reasons we will both never hear

I feel your smile as if its stained upon me.

My letter to you

you are not alone

I keep all the the voices in my head

we talk, I scream and they listen…reluctantly

a bit like you and me.

 

I’m still here to keep

I won’t be leaving anytime soon

but I can’t be yours as much as you were never mine.

I never cried as hard as you would have wanted, in fact i couldn’t cry at all

I just stared intensely at this page for months until I found a weapon.

 

My heart never shattered into pieces

I was never fragile enough for that, even if I wanted to be

I still beckon to be hurt by you

It would be easier to let go of our nothing we shared.


grit

Smile dirty smile

pungent ash breath

smoke it in and cough it out

he splutters to the ground

his eyes hoarse and gills ripped open

he holds on but I cut off his grip

his thighs tighten as he trawls himself up

looking at me with regret

anger

he spits at me and grinds his teeth

exhales again and inhales death