She says she wants to be a lover but she has no fear
she says she wants to be an inspiration but knows nowhere
she says she wants to love but can’t breathe anymore
she says she hates the way she smiles because her eyes crinkle
she says she can’t have what she wants because she doesn’t deserve
she says that her hopes and dreams are never at ease
she says she wants to believe and respire but she can’t
she doesn’t love herself enough
she doesn’t give herself enough
she doesn’t feed her soul
it cries like a banshee
tearing her monotonous face
hoping and dreaming and pleading everyday
but she gets none of it
she says where am I going wrong?