letter

I had the chance to drown in your knowledge

I pulled away for reasons we will both never hear

I feel your smile as if its stained upon me.

My letter to you

you are not alone

I keep all the the voices in my head

we talk, I scream and they listen…reluctantly

a bit like you and me.

 

I’m still here to keep

I won’t be leaving anytime soon

but I can’t be yours as much as you were never mine.

I never cried as hard as you would have wanted, in fact i couldn’t cry at all

I just stared intensely at this page for months until I found a weapon.

 

My heart never shattered into pieces

I was never fragile enough for that, even if I wanted to be

I still beckon to be hurt by you

It would be easier to let go of our nothing we shared.

the taste

I can bellow

And scream

Rip the water out my eyes

Drag the needles out of my skin

And still be smothered by your

smouldering scent

Heart gagging at the

Bloody thirsty stench

clinging to me like a coffin

Ripe

As beads of sweat sway down my body

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Shift

Build

love like breed

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Tide

Shove

creases smile along the lines

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Cry

Scream

shove the bottle down the gullet

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Spy

Fingers

sliding down your spine