you are restricted by your functioning mind
i’m restricted by my high functionality
they think nothing is wrong
what is wrong is me
burnt
broken
bled till i’m read
and you can tell me all the riddles that lie in my mind
because nothing is wrong with me?
you are restricted by your functioning mind
and I am restricted by the constraints you place upon me
I hate the world and it’s beasts
Where it reeks of hallow death
With bright pearl eyes
And blood red strangles
Where only the wise woman weeps
Dead thoughts in my head
paralyzed fingers obtaining my right to spill words
mouth sewn together halting the words parting from my lips
brain succumbed by terror and rage
all of it gone
not a thought
nor a feeling
left to spare
tell a story
because who’s gonna come along to save me in the end
I’m not going anywhere and tomorrow will just keep coming
I cry for a new taste in my heart
stop licking old wounds that irrigate so deep
falling so no one will catch me
it eats at me like ants submerging into my brain
fighting for a space and a thought of their own
waiting and burrowing
they all feel pain
Flying for the doves I lost
swimming white in oceans red
deep the sea
blue waves crush over my body
my thighs jaunted
lips lighting shadows on your wrecked walls
quiet words instill secret silence
how long are you going to keep suffocating yourself?
let run your inspired mind
gasping for diseased streets
infected from a heart full of heat
this is just for you
waiting on inspiration
you think you are empty?
you have unsung holes
and false heroes
your hope has not run dry
your belief has not been crushed
you are alive
that sword across your chest can only dig deeper if you push it
is that the answer you seek?
I had the chance to drown in your knowledge
I pulled away for reasons we will both never hear
I feel your smile as if its stained upon me.
My letter to you
you are not alone
I keep all the the voices in my head
we talk, I scream and they listen…reluctantly
a bit like you and me.
I’m still here to keep
I won’t be leaving anytime soon
but I can’t be yours as much as you were never mine.
I never cried as hard as you would have wanted, in fact i couldn’t cry at all
I just stared intensely at this page for months until I found a weapon.
My heart never shattered into pieces
I was never fragile enough for that, even if I wanted to be
I still beckon to be hurt by you
It would be easier to let go of our nothing we shared.
Smile dirty smile
pungent ash breath
smoke it in and cough it out
he splutters to the ground
his eyes hoarse and gills ripped open
he holds on but I cut off his grip
his thighs tighten as he trawls himself up
looking at me with regret
anger
he spits at me and grinds his teeth
exhales again and inhales death
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